m writing a lot more,

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i'm writing a lot more, by hand, on paper, with ink. i enjoy the feeling of
physically flipping through the pages and reading the words a recent-past
version of myself wrote down. the quality of my handwriting hints to my state
of mind; the ink tells me which pen i used, which sometimes corresponds to a
time and place.

i alternate between drifting away from myself, and snapping back into a sharp
and present reality.

i am water, flowing ever towards the center of the earth, spreading to fill the
edges of my container.